I keep pushing and pushing
Until everything breaks
My lack of patience is
The destructive force in the relationships
I long to have.
Delicate china plates.
The gentle crashing
is the sound track continuously
Playing in my heart.
For your sake I am
Trying to aid your golden repair.
You attracted my magpie eye
And I have no intention of giving you back.
My emotions whirl through this china shop,
And there isn’t a piece coming out unscathed.
I cut my fingers on
The realization of myself.